Thursday, October 2, 2008

Dear Blog

I apologise for neglecting you, but this past month has been hard. See I use you as my journal with the added benefit of keeping my friends and family posted about the current happenings in my life. Well this past month has seen the demons creep back out from under my bed and I've been struggling. Frankly the things I've been struggling with are more than I really wished to share with the world. See I do really well faking being happy in small doses and quick visits, but when I sit down to write here I simply can't bring myself to write chipper things while crying. So I've just left you be for the time being. I can't promise when I'll be better because I don't even know, but when that happy day returns I'll make sure you are the first one to know.

Thanks,
Me


PS for those of you who don't know we've had to cancel all those lovely amenities that life offers including our home phone. That one doesn't really matter too much, it rarely rang anyways, but just in case you needed to call you'll have to use our cell #'s.

8 comments:

Casey Lu said...

I am sorry to heart things are going well! I hope things get better for you! What I can relate to is all the amenities...we have had to do the same things. Things are really hard right now but keeping our eye on the goal of the temple no matter what. I will pray for you and DJ. :) Hang in there!

Natalie said...

Hope it gets better for you VERY SOON!!! I don't have your cell phone number... it got erased with the cell phone washing machine debauchle. Please email me when you get a chance!

Stacy Householder said...

Hey Christine! I had a FABULOUS time with you at the Scrapbook Retreat! You amaze me with your creativity and incredible talents! :)

It was fun getting to know you better. I hold a lot of respect for you!!

Here's to a GREAT WEEK! :)

Jesika said...

Ah, Christine! I'm sad you're having a difficult time! There are so many of us having struggles with one thing or the other! Stay close to your Heavenly Father! And, as they said in conference yesterday, He's right by your side every step of the way, holding you up and comforting you. You are so loved! Please know you can call me for anything! :o) ~Hugs!!~

cmecham2000 said...

Hey, I found your blog!! I guess I found it on not such a great day. So, Hey blog help cheer up Christine! She didn't mean to neglect you and she is an incredible woman. Keep it real and remember You are a Daughter of a Heavenly Father who loves you and you love him.

Jenna said...

I love you Christine, this too shall pass! One day you will be able to tell Caden all about your struggles while you were pregnant with them and you will look back and say, "yep, I made it through all that!"

Casey Lu said...

I emailed you, not sure if I got it right, I think it was your work email. Did you get it?

Sher said...

I'll keep you in my prayers. You and your husband are amazing faithful people. I know the Lord will bless you both for the sacrifices you have and are making. love ya.